Perhaps all anyone needed to know about
Oak Shade Street was that the city had cut down every oak tree on it
over a decade ago. The street was the usual near-downtown litter of
apartment buildings designed by paint-by-numbers systems in a fight
to see which one could be the drabbest along with two-decade old
homes that apartment developers circled hungrily. Not every yard was
unkempt but that was pretty much the way to bet. The street ended at
Oak Park which boasted a small copse of birch trees that local lore
called a corpse of trees. At least three bodies had been buried in it
in a single decade. though people always claimed it was more even as
they fought attempts to have it bulldozed down.
The street had lost their oak trees,
but were determined to lose nothing else.
The playground was a rusted out shell
no one has used since a pedophile moved into the neighbourhood –
even if it had been a couple of neighbourhoods away, never proved and
the bearded man had left after having his house spray-painted twice.
Some stories claimed he moved to a bigger city and became a
department store Santa Claus, but that is hardly a surprise. It is
the nature of stories to grow with the telling, and like rivers
stories tend to grow crooked and follow the path of least resistance.
Everyone knew the park was a bad place and no one had to say why any
longer.
The park the street had fought for sat
empty, and the local animals migrated to it but even they stayed away
from the birch trees. People who took notice of that – and there
are people who notice many things, even if they do not realize they
noticed them – assumed the stories they had been told were right
and thought no more about it. And so the park was half-buried in fall
leaves when the boy came walking out of it. The boy was bare foot and
devoid of hair, his eyebrows
pale suggestions, hints more than facts and
he wore jeans and a t-shirt that laundromats had long
ago turned a dull grey.
There was no dirt on him nor his
clothing and he walked slowly, testing each step with a foot as if
expecting the leaves to conceal more than earth beneath. He crouched
down slowly at the edge of the trees and ran his fingers through the
leaves as gingerly as one might prod broken glass and let out small,
hoarse gasp of surprise when his hand came away unwounded. Something
crossed his face that was far too wary to be hope and the boy stood
again, turning slowly back to face the trees as though pulled by some
force.
“You can remain in the world.” The
voice was assured and calm, but the boy still spun about to face it,
his unmarked hands raised protectively in front of himself. The
speaker was a fox, though to say that says nothing at all. The fox
was as red as any fox that had ever been, the fur on his feet darker
than shadows. His chest was snow-white and his tail was the envy of
all other foxes, and many other animals as well.
“Oh,” the boy said hoarsely, and
whatever caution he carried with him was lost. The boy’s eyes
widened slowly: they were the pale green of things seeping from
wounds, eyes which seemed bruised, felt hollow, looked empty until
he took in the fox. “Oh,” he said again, and the fox seemed to accept such statements as only his due.
The boy crouched, held out a hand
toward the fox but pulled it back slower and just stared in soft
silence until the fox began to feel almost uneasy; there are many
things that foxes will accept, perhaps a great deal more than people
do, but worship is seldom one of them. “I am called Reynard Fox,”
the fox said with a smile that was all sharp teeth.
The boy said nothing.
“You may have heard of me?” the
fox said.
“No? I don’t –.” The boy bit
into his lower lip, slow panic building in his face.
“I trust you have a name then, boy?”
Reynard Fox said.
The boy gulped, steadied himself a
little. “Boy.” The word seemed to push back panic and he repeated
it again in his hoarse voice.
“That is your name,” the fox
enquired after a short pause, though it was well within his nature to
inquire as well.
“Yes.” Boy smiled then, and the
smile transformed his face; even the fox drew back from the
gentleness behind it. “I was in the woods,” Boy continued, and
cleared his throat, though it remained no less hoarse, “but not
those woods.”
“I know; have a care, Boy. To speak
of it gives it power,” the fox said. And then, because he was a fox
and it may well have been true: “To not speak of it gives it more
power still.”
“Oh.” Boy scratched his scalp with
his left hand, pulled it away and ran both hands over his head
slowly, as if it belonged to a stranger. He stared down at his hands,
flexing them slowly. “Hands should have lines on them. Fingertips
have whorls. Mine don’t?”
“One does not leave the Wasting and
not leave some things behind,” Reynard Fox said, and the gentleness
in his voice was as close as he could come to the kindness of Boy’s
smile.
Boy licked his lips. “Wasting,”
came out in a soft whisper, as though he was tasting it on his
tongue. “I ran. I ran so far the world changed. Then I ran further
still and I don’t know how. I don’t know if I ran. I don’t know
if I walked. I don’t how how I made it back,” he added, softer
still.
The fox merely sat, bushy tail
twitching gently.
“Help?” Boy asked.
“I am Reynard Fox; it is not a safe
thing to ask me for help.”
“Anything is-is better than the
Wasting,” Boy got out, words falling into each other. He said
nothing else, wasn’t capable of articulating more.
“There are worse things than the
Wasting,” the fox said, but so soft that it is possible Boy never
heard; even hearing, he would not have believed. The fox stood then,
teeth and eyes bared in a smile. “Come.”
Boy trembled all over; the woods, what
was beyond them – something other
tugged at him, but the fox was real and kind – sharp-toothed, but
Boy took that for an honest kindness. And he stood in turn. And
walked one step. And then another. And each that followed was easier
as they walked away from the birch trees of Oak Shade Park.
Boy
came to a halt in the small parking lot at the edge of park, toes
trying to dig into asphalt. “This isn’t the Wasting. This isn’t
a trick,” he breathed.
“How do you
know?” the fox asked, with nothing cruel behind it.
“The Wasting
paves nothing over,” Boy said, and even Reynard Fox said nothing
more to that.
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