They say that any crash you walk away
from is a good one. I have no idea who the ‘they’ in this are. I
have no idea what it means when the crash you walk away from was
impossible. Is impossible.
I stagger free of wreckage.
Unscratched. Unscarred. In less than four days I have escaped Home,
possibly because of some weird entity I barely understand, escaped
prison at Osalax Station, stolen a semi-experimental spacecraft
capable of short-term space jumps from inside a station hangar
without damaging local space, survived piloting the ship while being
unable to properly access the controls and then surviving the sudden
inexplicable planetfall on...
I had no idea where I was. A jungle, of
vast translucent blue leaves, yellow trunks and yellow-green moss at
the ground covering. Slightly spongey underfoot, the air smelling of
citrus. Ship had crashed here; I had no idea why. I had less idea how
I’d survived, unless some facet of ship had involved a shield
solely for the occupants.
Not being able to know that terrified
me. I’d spent most of my life with my parents at Home. One of the
least civilized worlds in several galaxies, by choice. There were
some medbots. Nothing else of modern technology able to enter or
leave the star system: everyone living there doing penance or hiding.
I knew enough about my parents to know they’d been doing both. I
was Sixteen: their last child, whose genetic gifts were intended for
other things than war. I know when people are lying to me. That’s
it, as far as I know.
And somehow Home stripped away the
ability to interface with technology. The entire galactic Net, the
deeper intergalatic Weave: the wealth of information and knowledge
and I had no way to interface with it. No one had ever left home
until me. All I know is that Home didn’t want to be forgotten. And
the alien on Home who helped me solve a murder promised a way off
home. And delivered.
Those were facts. What was also a fact
was that I should be dead. Sneaking off of Osalax Station could just
have been the universe owing me luck. Surviving the crash of Ship was
far beyond that, to say nothing of landing on a world with a
breathable atmosphere and nothing having tried to kill me yet. I walk
slowly through the jungle, and I can’t shake the feeling that the
trees are parting for me. That I’m being watched.
And something is pulling at me. A
feeling that isn’t a feeling as much as a need. Somethng is calling
me through alien jungle. I walk slowly. I should be dead. I am not
dead. I have no idea what is going on. Did my parents change me more
than they admitted? Did Home change me? The creature that let me
leave? I set each aside slowly as I walk, the forest giving way to
rolling green-brown hills and finally a small outpost. Human
settlement, at least in part, and a star port fit only for small
craft.
I have basic clothing, nothing like a
weapon, no way to get information about the settlement. I take a deep
breath and walk slowly toward it.
A girl emerges from a small house at
the edge of the settlement, spotting me. She has at least one weapon
and impact armour despite an age I’d estimate at ten. Barring
rejuvenation treatments of a more unusual nature. She walks toward me
as I stop, waving one hand in the air. Slows. Keeps walking, a small
energy pistol visible in one hand.
“The scan isn’t working on you.
Why?” she snaps.
I shrug. “I have no idea. I could be
dead, but I rather think being dead would be more interesting.”
She considers that, aiming the pistol
at my torso. “You have a name?”
“Sixteen.”
“You’re not sixteen, are you?”
“I was my parents sixteenth child;
I’m seventeen, if you must know.”
“You seem older. I’m Jia.” The
girl puts her weapon away. “You from the crashed ship?”
I nod.
She looks me over, eyes narrowing. “And
alive without injury?” she mutters.
“I can’t explain it either.”
Jia jumps. “You know Xiong?”
I pause. She’s speaking her local
dialect; I definitely had no business knowing it, but I’m hearing
it as though it was galactic Standard. “... so it would seem.
Something very strange is going on.”
“I noticed.” And she draws her
weapon again, aims and fires at my chest.
I dive to the side at her movement; I’m
quick. My parents built that into me too, but the weapon still fires
and
something
the energy beam strikes my right
shoulder
only it does not
there is a deep smell of citrus, of
leaves, of forest about me
and the energy dissipates.
“What was –.” Jia aims again.
“Stop.”
And she stops dead at the edge to my voice. I stand, slowly. Jia
doesn’t move, her eyes wide. I told her to stop, and she did.
“I – move. Be
free?” I don’t think it’s the words as much as the intent, but
wind blows around us as though the world let out a breath.
Jia staggers back,
spins, and runs. Not firing at me again. Just running as fast as she
can toward her home.
I
don’t follow. I have no idea what is going on. Forests
don’t protect random people. And I’d have wagered good credits
that Jia didn’t have anywhere near enough tech in her for someone
to take over her body like that. I don’t know what I did. I walk
back toward the forest. This isn’t safe. Whatever is happening is
real, but can’t be real. Shouldn’t be real. I spoke, and it
wasn’t Jia. It was as though the world was listening to me. As
though it is, all around me. Waiting. Observing.
Needing.
Wanting.
But I have no idea
what it wants. And no clue how to help it.
How do you help
anyone when you have no idea what is happening to you?
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