Every magician has vices and
addictions, or we wouldn’t be magicians at all. You don’t become
a magician without developing ways to cope with all that comes with
it. I drink sometimes, smoke a little. Right now it’s coffee. A
simple walk into a coffee shop, a walk back out and Jay and I can be
on our way from this town. As if magicians are allowed to have such
simple things happen to them.
As if Jay isn’t very much Jay.
I hear someone scream the word, “Move,”
and the sound of tires and horns. I put the lid on my coffee and the
hot chocolate I got for Jay, walk to the door with one in either
hand.
I leave the coffee shop to see a young
woman across the street who is trying to sob and not ruin her mascara
at the same time, shaking Jay wildly on the sidewalk. Two cars have
collided in the street; that there seems to be little damage to have
has not prevented the drivers from screaming shrill abuses at each
other. I walk between them and the gathering crowd. People move aside
for magicians in the same way they do for ambulance crews, though
with less understanding of why.
Jay’s glasses and cane are scattered
on the road like remnants of a fatal hopscotch, and Jay is lying on
his back on pavement with his jeans torn. The girl is holding his
head up, crying and asking if he is all right. A friend of hers is
taking video with a camera, possibly because the iphone compels her
to observe rather than help – if I’m being cynical about it.
“Talk to me,” I say, and I put only
a hint of power in words, enough to loosen her from her own fear.
“The boy was waiting across the road
for someone, and said hi to us and Emiline asked how he knew we were
there and made she joke about him not being really blind and the boy
said it was and ‘Honcho would agree’ – a friend, relative? No
idea, but he began going across the road and cars were – were –.”
The girl waves a shaking hand to the road. “Emi shouted for him to
move, but he froze. She pulled him back but the prius clipped him.
She was – she didn’t mean –.”
I
take a moment to let the
past overlay the present – sometimes it is so easy to do that seems
as if some places only exist in their past – and then crouch down
beside Emiline
and Jay. I make a ward from the distance photos put the world at bay,
keeping other people from getting close, set the coffee and hot
chocolate down.
“Emiline?”
She
raises her head at her name. “He – he –.”
“He
was just stunned.” I resist the urge to tickle Jay. Or kick him.
“Jay.”
Jay
cracks open eyes filled with broken light, sitting up slowly. He
looks to be about eleven: pale, entirely human, and
being Jay he can’t help breaking into a huge grin when he smells
the hot chocolate. And probably me. “Honcho? I’m all kinds of
okay,” he says firmly.
“How
Jaysome of you.”
Jay
blinks, and some of the grin slips at what he hears in my voice and
senses in the bindings between us.
“He’s
just bruised; he will be fine,” I say to the girl, and weave power
into the words, reassurance
that shakes her from her fear.
Emiline
nods jerkily, heading to her friend. There are sirens, distantly, but
Jay is very, very good at hiding he’s from Outside the universe. So
much so that he won’t show up on cameras or videos, so I reach out
with the magic, wrap the confusion of events into the minds of
everyone watching. Witnesses are confused anyway:
I just add another layer to that.
Jay
retrieves his cane and glasses, putting the latter back on and
following me down the sidewalk. I hand him his hot chocolate, and
wait until we’re two blocks away before looking over. “You
terrified that girl.”
“It
was only one car hitting me and I’m tough like a Jay and –.”
“She
had no way of knowing you were tough.”
And
Jay stops at that and turns toward me, raising his chin a little.
“She didn’t have bindings in her for anyone but herself and I
helped make some, Honcho.”
“By
tricking her?”
“You
magicians trick people all the time and!” he says, flinging out the
word like a challenge, ‘she didn’t think I was blind because I’m
all kinds of good with sensing
bindings!”
“So
you decided to make sure she realized you couldn’t see by letting a
car hit you.”
“It
made her see stuff, and she was probably more blind than me
if she was being mean like that,” he snaps.
I
sip my coffee. “So you did that to help her?”
Jay
hesitates, then bites into his lower lip. “Nope,” he mumbles.
“I
can do things like that, and the magic has a cost down the line. A
balancing of a pendulum, in some ways. A restoration, an
equilibrium.
You don’t have that, Jay. You can simply act and do whatever you
want with bindings.” I
pause a beat. “But
that doesn’t mean there isn’t a cost.”
“Even
if there isn’t one?” he
says slowly.
“Perhaps
especially then.”
“Oh.
I didn’t mean to make you mad at all. But
I can’t see right now and people thinking I can makes me a little
mad.”
“Just
a little?”
“Uh
huh.”
I
don’t point out that he liked shook two drivers badly, terrified at
least one girl and her friend: Jay can sense bindings better than
magicians can
hope to.
I make a note not to ask too much about what he’d consider more
than a little mad, at least not right now. I reach over and gentle
ruffle his hair. “All right. I think I understand that a little.
Next time, just ask me to talk to them. Getting yourself hit by a car
every time people think you aren’t really blind in
order for them to realize you can’t see isn’t
exactly a solution.”
“But
it’s worked so far,” he says, radiating innocent pride.
I
close my eyes. I count to ten. I decide not to ask how many times
he’s felt the need to do that. “Other things can work as well,”
I offer, and give him a light poke in the shoulder. “Take the next
left to the car. We should probably leave town before the police try
and find us.”
“Does
that mean we’re going on an adventure?” he asks eagerly.
“You
don’t think this counts?”
“Nope.
This is just a morning,” he says, as if that explains everything.