I knew it would be an ugly morning when
the smell of scotch was stronger than the smell of coffee. I stagger
out into the kitchen, last night a jumble of drinks and pain. My nose
is broken, my head hurts and the coffee is Starbucks, appearing on
the table between moments. It's never good to find I paid for a free
coffee somehow and don't know why.
Jay is sitting at the table, all small
and pale, his eyes filled with waiting. There is no sign of Charlie,
but the motel room door rings like a broken bell when I pause to
listen with more than ears.
"What happened?"
"Charlie thlammed the door and
left," he says, fighting the lisp in his voice and failing. It's
hard for things from Outside to enter the universe, harder to remain
and form bodies for themselves. He was too newly formed to do it, the
damage to his Self reflected in his voice. Anyone who knows what he
is would just have to hear him speak and know how weak he is.
He is quiet a few seconds after,
thinking words over. "The old woman came and talked to Charlie,
who growled, and I arrived and the magic-lady went away."
"Went away?"
"Vanithed," he mumbles.
"I knew Mary-Lee was following me.
She is old, and I thought to confront her in the
bar with witnesses to prevent her from doing things. She did
something to my drink instead and you and
Charlie were left to face the oldest magician in the world."
He shrugs; he bound
himself to my service. I could tell him to do anything and he would
at least try, which is a terrible power to have over anything.
I reach, and there is a plate of
scrambled eggs and a fork in front of him a moment later. He stares
at it, then back at me questioningly.
"She could have destroyed you,
Jay. That's payment for the food." He begins eating without
further prompting and a huge grin.
"Is Mary Lee human?" He
shakes his head; his sense of Other is stronger than mine could ever
be. I don't point out she was human, or that magic seems to have
altered her more than even I expected. I just summon more food and
wait to see if Charlie returns.
I leave my nose broken. It won't last
and Jay doesn't understand guilt at all, so
I head to the bathroom to use the shower and force the rest of the
scotch from my system. Sobered, I am left to
wonder if I am different than any other magician. Today says no.
Jay finishes off a last plate of
scrambled eggs when I come back out of the bathroom, clean and
shaved, six plates stacked up neatly beside him.
"Charlie wanted me to tell you a thing after you had a bath?"
I nod and he frowns, then recites: "'I thought you were better
than that."
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