Magicians are drawn to bars like
lodestones. There’s something numbing about them that lets us
relax, pushes pressures and worries slightly to the side even if we
are just drinking mineral water. I’ve been trying to drink nothing
stronger than coffee lately, for a lot of reason that mostly make me
miserable. Things that make sense tend to do that, which in turn
helps them not make sense. Like how someone once told me diets
functioned as anti-magic, and was probably right.
The dead man walks in half an hour
before closing as I’m nursing a beer almost as expensive as the
bottled water the bar offers and checking the time. Jay is watching
movies at the local theatre and I said we’d get pizza after that;
bars don’t much care if you sit and drink and bother no one, so I’m
doing all three until he comes in. He doesn’t look dead, truth be
told, or even smell it, but I catch a glimpse of him in a window and
see symbols and veves drawn under his skin and on his bones. He’s
bargained with someone for a long life and that almost never goes
right.
Thing is, no matter how many stories
tell people it is a bad idea, they still attempt to make bargains
like this. Speak with magicians, try and breach the walls of the
world to address entities from Outside the universe or even make
deals with stranger things beside. He’s done the latter: hunted and
cornered an elemental and reached some agreement for immortality. He
spots me in turn and walks over, sitting beside me.
I say nothing. If his agreement
involved trying to kill a magician he was in for more trouble than he
knew. Mostly because I wander a lot and had some friends who would
hunt him down and destroy him even if he did manage to kill me.
“I am not here for you,” he says,
his voice old in a young face. “This I swear on my power.”
“How nice for you.” He buys himself
a beer in turn: nothing fancy, nothing that would stand out. You
learn not to do that if you’ve made that sort of bargain, not
unless you want to spend a few centuries chained up under the earth
and being tortured for your secrets. I wait until he finishes half
his beer before asking: “Why that bargain? Power, wealth, love:
those I understand. I’ve never understood people who want to live
forever.”
“Think of what I will be witness to.”
“I am.”
“I was told that magicians have a
poets soul; is yours so clouded that you cannot see the Light that
burns within us all?”
“I’m not the kind of magician who
can lie to myself,” I say, and flowery words slipped out that I
might have held back sober. “I know happiness is no constant to be
sought, that joy only has meaning because it is rare. And I know that
if I lived long enough no joy would be strong enough to blunt the
rest of the world unless I was ignorant or mad.”
“There are magicians who aren’t
mad?” he says tightly.
I just smile and sip my beer, linking
our drinks together and weaving magic into his. I’ve been nursing
the same one all evening, because two drinks would become four.
“We’re sane enough not to make bargains like you made, by and
large, to find our own power rather than to steal it from others.”
“We are not all fools,” he said,
and then said a most foolish thing, tongue loosened by both his drink
and the magic I’ve weaved into it: “My bargain was perfections
itself: I cannot die unless I touch an innocent and this world has no
innocents in it at all.”
“You made a bargain like that
and wanted
to live forever?” I sigh and pushed the rest of the bottle to the
bartender as I stand.
“I know at least one innocent and I could have a dozen in this bar
within moments. But you are quiet, and seek no riches, no fame, no
glories. Most of your kind aren’t that wise, so let me offer you
this: anything from
Outside the universe is an innocent to this one. Any of those could
destroy you with a touch.”
He
set his own drink aside, the colour
draining from his face as he
stood in turn. “Oh,” he
says,
and almost manages
to sound like he hadn’t known that himself. It gets harder to act
the longer you exist, I think, to be someone other than yourself. He
does a good job of faking it. I’d
almost believe he didn’t want to kill me if he hadn’t come in the
bar looking for me. Arrogant, but that also goes with extended lives.
I
walked out the back, not surprised when he follows.
The lone chef in the kitchen
cleaning up the sink didn’t bat an eye at
either of us. The dead man
closed the door behind us and said nothing as
we enter the back alleyway.
“You
think killing a magician will help you get a new bargain or change
your current one,” I say
as I turn to face him. “I run into this about once a year or
so,” I add into his
silence. “I am still here.”
“You
forced my weakness from me, but there
is no innocence to you,” he says
and takes
a step forward, fingers
flexing into unnatural forms.
“I can recognize creatures not from this universe and learnt
long
ago to avoid them.”
I sigh
and reached for the bond between myself and Jay, pull it about me
like armour. He was Other, and bound to my service: it would be
innocence enough to destroy with. “Walk away.”
The
dead man steps
forward, swift and sure, his right hand snapping out to catch my left
wrist, words of power on his lips dying a moment later as his body
topples
over. I let go of the binding, sending reassurance to Jay’s
confusion, and whistle sharply. Creatures that looked like fireflies
flit into the back alley moments later, light descending into the
dead man to devour the body whole. They
are the light that eats darkness, and leave
after the meal without a single glance in my direction.
I
stare down at where the body had been and sigh. It seems
epitaph enough as I walk away, heading toward the pizzeria I’d told
Jay we’d meet at, wondering at what kind of bargain being a
magician was to magic
and what prices I might be asked to pay after I died. I
think a second beer would stop such thoughts, but don’t go back for
it.
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