He is here, and so
this home has no other ghosts beside him. He pulls silence about
himself as he walks between rooms, making no noises and giving none
in turn. He calls himself Dyer, though he has other names, and he is
the only ghost barred from the grey lands, the only one able to be
solid as the living in the waking worlds. And all it cost him is
their hatred, for a ghost who is a ghost-eater is not like other
ghost at all.
But he is still
dead for all of that, for all that he is, and the dead do not sleep.
So he walks in a bid to outpace memory, building traps inside his
head. He loved once – he is not sure when, quite, and all he
remembers is her name. It is a price, to guard against the memories
of other deeds he has done. There are things other than ghosts that
haunt the world between words, and he has faced down and destroyed
many things in his time. Often, they deserved it. Sometimes they did
not.
There
was a ghost here, but it fled at his arrival and will not return
again. The dead fear him in ways the living do not fear death, and
sometimes it seems too much to bear. But he bears it even so. There
is a reason – his love, answers to some question – but he has
buried it deep inside. It is a hard thing, to be a ghost and not hate
the living, so he eats his own hates as if they were ghosts,
remembers his duty, moves on.
His fellow CASPER
agent sleeps in a spare bed, guarded by a god that lives inside her.
That Dyer still finds this odd gives him small comfort, that in a
hundred years he has not lost that much of himself. Even dead, he can
be surprised. Even being the death of ghosts – not a title he
claims, but one he knows he is sometimes given, like the Grand
Exorcist and other foolish terms – has not removed all that he was
when alive.
There
is a new clock in the living room, a restored grandfather clock. Dyer
reaches a hand into it, find gears, twists them a little. In the
morning they will tell Mrs. Bunwether that the odd noises she heard
were just her new clock and nothing more. And she, not wanting to see
her house devalued by rumours of ghosts, will never think to
disagree.
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