I woke
up in a dream to find myself crouched down, as if from a blow. I was
wearing the same white clothing I’d worn in the forest and on the
mountain, only as I stood I realized I had boots on as well this
time; the clothing wouldn’t come off when I tugged at it but I
didn’t try too hard. I don’t have dreams where I’m naked. I was
standing on black asphalt in a narrow alleyway, the walls around me
brownstone brick, like in movies, with old fire escapes and piping
running down them and windows that were all narrow and shuttered. I
was in the movie version of New York, or maybe Boston, and could see
the tops of the buildings. Five or six stories above me, so nothing
like the impossible forest.
The
sky was a deep purple, like a kind of bruised twilight through which
stars flickered weakly. The moon was large, at least twice as big as
normal, and shone down on empty dumpsters, me, and distant sounds of
vehicles. Not a single emergency siren. I took a deep breath and
walked ahead of me. There were bits of newspaper on the ground,
wrappers from McMeals and Starbucks coffee cups but no other fast
food outlets. The newspaper bits were all written in what looked like
Russian, or maybe Greek, walls of text and no pictures at all.
The
alleyway opened up to a gleaming-new road with fresh white paint,
while the sidewalks were filled with cracks from which greenery
sprouted up like fungus between the toes. The
building across the road was also a movie-style apartment, though
done up in white brick. Further down the street it fell apart
entirely as I stared up at one glass and steel building that rose at
least twenty stories above me and ended in what looked like the
scrapers used on car windows in the winter in place of a roof.
“A
sky scraper.” I didn’t know whether to laugh or groan. If
someone ever made lucid dreaming an Olympic sport I figured I’d
place somewhere near bottom. I could hear cars but still didn’t see
anyone else. Some lights were on in buildings, mostly pale electric
lights or what looked to the candles in the skyscraper. Further down
the road were other apartment buildings, varying in size and style –
sometimes within the same building, as though someone had cut
apartments in half and simply welded them together. Most were
vertical welds, though one looked like a broken jigsaw puzzle of
brick, siding and stone. Weirdly, each building rarely had uneven
windows as if my dream had some architect laying down certain rules
while ignoring everything else. I
spotted one distant building that looked to be made of honeycomb and
tried not to think about what a dream interpreter would have made of
any of this.
The
street connected to another, and then another, and the apartment
buildings gave way to empty
strip malls, the parking lots littered with shopping carts and rusted
out vintage cars. The street lights were lit by some kind of
Victorian steampunk affairs that let off train-like whistles as they
flickered to life each time I got close to them. Because
motion-sensitive steam-powered streetlights made no less sense than
the rest of the dream.
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